1811

就因为这1811 miles吗。。？

古时，为女士开门，拉椅子的男人

我们称为‘绅士’

所谓绅士风度，

是体贴女士的一些举止

抑或是虚伪的表现呢？

。

。

。

是哪个人本身的出发点

让我们辨别吧。。

bittersweet

徘徊于曾走过的小径

发现虽然地上凹凸不平

旁边

却长着美丽的小黄花

偶然发现

虽然一路走来

是辛苦

但

如果曾放慢脚步

呼吸新鲜空气

让瞳孔稍微扩大

让景物映入眼帘

回忆

也会是甜美的

啊啾！~

24小时

没有雨滴声

鼻子感觉怪怪的。。

希望不是生病的前兆！

hot news!!!

today i learnt a new abbreviation from cheng im in class (heard tht it was from uncle daun..)

lambat + pickup = lampi

继 chepu 和 chillax 之后，第三次被文字炸到！。。。

致谢

这次回来槟城，发现到每个人好忙。同时也发觉，每个人都要离开这个故乡了。去KL的有，去国外的也有，不舍在心中久久未能离去。在此，我真的衷心感谢这几天肯抽空出来会我的人，因为我懂你们也是百忙中抽空的。

SH，谢谢你带我去吃好吃的laksa，也update了我很多东西。
恩，忙着做老师的你，牺牲早上休息时间陪我吃brunch，谢谢你
joe, 离开之前忙着准备，也抽空见我最后一次，又载我到prangin订礼物，谢谢你
宁，闭关静修的你，忙着准备考试，也抽空到我家赔我寒暄了几下，谢谢你
ming，初次见面，也顺道赔了我到batu maung，谢谢你
kim，（要谢谢你的可多了）谢谢你陪我唱K，谢谢你在我去那么远兜风，谢谢你陪我彻夜谈心（虽然你因此失眠，哈哈）谢谢你陪我等北海道的冰淇淋，谢谢你帮我吃完KFC，谢谢你陪我去PC Fair，谢谢你带我去吃好吃的tomyam! 谢谢你，特地兜远路放我回家。。。真的，谢谢你。

P.S. 很遗憾的，这次回来见不到 yuee harng 和 ray。。

分享

时间已作了选择
什么人叫做朋友
偶尔碰头
心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受
绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗能让视野不同
与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门
让世界开阔让世界变开阔

怎么办

今天有人拿走了我的david zai
他说，
要领会david zai，
就要拿另一只公仔给他
意思是说，
我得先找一个替身
才能赎回david zai。。
结果我选择算了。。
心很疼
因为david zai很重要，
自从抱枕壮烈牺牲后
david zai是唯一哄我入眠的东西。。
现在。。

怎
。么
。。办

雷雨 + 闪电

还是快快下线，关电脑，睡觉好！~

reminiscence

今天，因为新的“哥哥”在 Fs add 了我，
就去login 久违的 fs..
闲来无事，
开了我荒废已久的部落各。。
回头看看，有些 post
我还真不明~
而且我仍然很讶异
原来我是写得出这种东西的啊~
神奇到~~

http://raynelee.blog.friendster.com/

touched..

today, was actualy fighting against time to finish the Food Fun Fair coupons.. we had to handmake 1200 booklets.. n all was hand-cut de.. the booklet consists of the front page, one piece of RM3, 2 pieces of RM2 and 3 pieces of RM1..do the counting urself n u wil kno how much we had to cut! i actualy tot it was impossible to finish it but surprisingly whn i took the whole pile of papers into class, lotsa ppl volunteered to help!! we cut cut cut from 12-1230... break for lunch.. cut cut cut.. 2-5pm... cut cut cut...

shwu jing, peixuan, liz, janice n becky

jing yi, huili, pui mun, cheryl, jiajing, kar yan, hui yi

li teng and seck pheng

cheng im, mia, wanke, waikuan, jiayee

cut cut cut...

n finaly all the individual pieces were cut out.. now comes the time for stapling everything together into booklets.. sudd i feel as if i'm a chinese doctor prescribing herbs for my client.. haha~ a pinch of this and a bunch of tht wif 2 grams of leaves~ but in my case it was paper wif diff values~ finaly, we finished at 7 smth.. as a result, i actualy had booklets representing RM12,000 now in my room!! wakakaka.. XP newayx i wud reli reli like to thank those who hav helped me.. i neva expected anyone sacrifice their time in class to help let alone staying back after class to complete this task! thnx everyone.. i reli appreciate it =) luv ya girls!

malaysian studies = sejarah

1st impression.. sei lor!! 5 yrs of sejarah in high sch stil not enuf?! now in college d oso forced to take this subject.. haihz.. today had our 1st class wif encik Kamal.. looked quite stuck up at 1st n i was not reli interested in listening to him as he speaks like jay chou.. however, sejarah was simplified by him.. all his slides were quite brief n to the point.. the best part is he tends to steer away frm the topic n wil say all kinds of crap to humour us.. haha~ copying slides on kesultanan melayu but he can talk abt the forbidden palace and concubines! not bad huh...~ neways everything seems to be going well so cross our fingers n hope it wil stay tht way ba.. regardless of how funny encik kamal was.. we couldnt actualy control our minds, which is flying in and out of the classroom, our eyes, which are darting on and off the slides.. in the end cheng im actualy came up wif this.. :D

我是正常人

我需要

jason mraz feat colbie caillat - Lucky

Lucky (Official Music Video) HQ - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

240209 阴天

yo!! i'm finaly back on block (classes).. as usual assignments are piling up and this sem seems to be a tough one as the topics we are taking sounds complicated even tho they arent reli major besides endocrine..the 1st period for today was gynaecology.. dah la early morning gotta look at diagrams showing u ppl's private parts smack rite at ur face..we still had to learn menopause as our 1st lesson! the definition of menopause, the signs and symptoms of menopause.. everything was so depressing as we see the degeneration of the female body once oestrogens are less produced day by day.. skin and hair lose their shine, reproductive organs shrink, higher tendency for vaginitis due to dryness, mood swings, hot flushes, weight gain, osteoporosis, cardiac probs.. man.. being a female sure ain't easy! there was this one part where we learnt about the emotional turmoil a female experiences during menopause. put aside the physical discomfort, a woman who is in menopause will feel bad,moody and lose confidence as they are not as fit or pretty as before anymore..suddenly it dawned on me how important oestrogens are.. anyways to conclude all this crap.. TREASURE the females around you.. and if one middle-age near-menopause woman shouts at u or acts weirdly, jz put urself in her shoes and FORGIVE her.. we will never kno how bad menopause is until we experience it ourself! i'm sure none of them would want all this to happen....*the end*

我懂你觉得我不乖

我很累，偏不去睡
很夜了，偏不去冲凉
头很痛，偏不去休息

我只想多在网上陪你。。

C-sec

"A Caesarean section (or Cesarean section in American English), also known as C-section or Caesar, is a surgical procedure in which incisions are made through a mother's abdomen (laparotomy) and uterus (hysterotomy) to deliver one or more babies." - wikipedia.com

yes, today i witnessed it with my own eyes! it was quite hard to believe a baby boy was taken out of tht distended abdomen which was of quite small a size..at first it was kind of boring, seeing the surgeon cutting through the skin followed by the thick layer of fat and then only the muscle layer.. finallyl the uterus was exposed. at that stage the surgeon and the scrub nurse grabbed each side of the patient's abdomen and pulled as hard as the could.. suddenly it reminded me of my dad prying open a DURIAN.. =.= neways, they jz pulled and stretched the abdomen wall.. then the surgeon started stuffing near A4 size dressing pads into the tummy surrounding the uterus. then finaly, he cut thru the uterus wall and tah-da!~~~ baby was seen! the legs were 1st visible so the surgeon jz grabbed the legs and started to pull our little baby out. it was quite funny because i never expected a newborn to be WHITE..yes u did not see wrongly, its WHITE! actualy its because of the layer of oil which protects the baby within the womb.. neways baby was reli small and after its umbilical was cut and clamped, he was passed to the paediatrician who was alr ready beside. after sucking out the amniotic fluid in his throat nose and lugs, i finaly saw a real scene of doc slapping baby's bum! haha and the cry the baby made was actualy quite sweet =) yeah yeah its so sissy but its actualy reali touching to see the baby with its closed eyes and clenched fists...... enuf of baby. now back to the mummy! erm.. nth much.. placenta pulled out, and the surgeon started sewing layer by layer of tissue up and yeah tht's all.. it was over~

to come to think of it.. so much trouble.. jz because an egg met a sperm..

hell,, life's jz amazing we will never understand it...

=.=

there were 2 remarkable and worth mentioning happenings in the past 3 days:

ONE - went for morning prayers on sunday and MY GOD! the reverend's voice has an even higher Hertz and Frequency than MOIS's music... =.=

TWO - i jz recovered from food poisoning on friday and ate 3 times of curry mee in the 2 following days

conclusion: my GIT (gastro intestinal system) is quite the zhun~ and my ENT ( ear, nose throat ) seems quite keng i can withstand such high frequency! *loud round of applause*

*真的好想听你唱歌。。*

就是懂你不会看到
不然这行字就不会出现。。。

the answer to the most common question thrown to student nurses

最近做工真的很压力
忙得到不可开交不讲
还常常无缘无故给人家骂
所以有一个问题经常浮现在脑海里

到底为什么我要选择读这一行？？

这几天都带着沉重的心情
换上制服
扎起头发
步行到医院做工

职业病
让我就算没心情
也会跟病人聊天、笑笑
结果我发现到

只要 2-1 的婆婆说疼痛减少了
只要 2-3 的婆婆说呼吸顺畅了
只要 3-1 的婆婆努力多走点路
只要 3-3 的婆婆咳嗽少点痰
只要 3-4 的婆婆笑得开怀，吃完整碗粥

我就会打从心底笑出来。。

我想，这就是 why i join nursing 。。。

time waits for no man

看着荧幕右上角的时钟

乖，去休息好吗？

暂时停止跳动

不用紧的

从来没有停止的你

一定很累了吧。。

思绪很乱

今晚很热

想你。。

只剩三天

听歌又听到掉泪了。。

真的很舍不得你

不是说会把今天所有的时间都会给我吗？

我知道我很任性

对不起

我真的控制不到自己

我真的不懂为什么我不能放弃

没有希望就不会有失望

失望了那么多次

总该学会别有那么多希望了不是吗？

开了msn

又是没有人能和我聊天

我该怎样

泪掉了

想你了

谢谢你

让我笑了那么多

也把眼泪还给我

前一阵子泪腺真的干枯了

现在它又失控

是好还是坏？

2006年 S5D 同学们

泪腺失控综合症女生回来了

思绪还是很乱。。。